P.O.W ... page2

Just for the record I DO believe in love, monogomy, and 'til death do us part. I also believe that a RING corrupts these things, changes people, sometimes for the better .. sometimes NOT. ( please no lord of the rings "precious" crap comments.) I haven't worn jewelry in about 5 years now, not since I sliped that band off my finger.
Also for the record, God bless my ex wife ... a good woman - all this is NOT pointed at her, it's about me, and knowing myself - and i apologize to her for not knowing it all sooner.
Another point, Don't give up too soon, too quickly, but if you'r there ... right there at the door, take the step , that first step, then the next, then run .... run for your life... it's hard, it's scary ... AND it's a loong tuff road, stays scary and awfully lonely for awhile .... but it's soo worth it